23 February 2011

peluang yang telah dilepaskan

ceritanya bermula disini..
last year on December, aku dpt panggilan Interviu from Alliance Bank..
still thinking untill now, dari mana aku apply job kt situ sedangkan selama ni aku apply for Allianz Bank tapi still xde jawapan.
so i just go for it, doesnt take it seriously, just to give a try..
its a big company.. for sure it promises a good salary n benefits and also more stress for me..
i dont mind.. i went for interview.. right after i finished answering the question that he gave to me, the Chinese man named Nicole told me already that he likes me to join his company as soon as possible and i was told that i pass for the interview..
Hell What?? i got it?
after few weeks, the HR started to call me, asking for some question and also ask me to do something.i just go for it..
then i got called, that i was accepted to join them asap..
what the hell!!!
and after a deep thinking.. i decided not to do so..
so i rejected the offer.
hell i dont know is it real to me or not.
i really need someone to share this..
but apparently i dont have anyone besides me to share this..
i hope im not gonna regret my own decision.
i really hope.

bila bilang benci

im not perfect..
but once i said i hate, im not gonna love or like..
what eva.. who eva.. when eva..
theres some aspect that ppl wont understand..
i can be sensitive..
my mouth said straight from the heart.
even you cannot take it..
you have to take it..seriously..
i mean no joke.. when i said i H.A.T.E..
u dont know what is HATE means?
its a bad feeling towards things that we dont like to see them, hear bout them.
what do you feel when u being with someone you hate?
feel like vomit, feel like dying, feel like commit suicide.
that is when we hate peoples..
n i hate when i said i hate.

08 February 2011

Sedetik Lebih by Anuar Zain



Dengar lagu ni buat pertama kali dah cukup buat aku terbang bersama lirik-larik lagu ni..
korang bace la sendri bawah ni aku paste untuk tatapan korang sume..
but its truly touched me..deeply...madly..
Suara Anuar Zain yang hebat ni plak mmg terbaik la...




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